ah. thats very lovely (=

ironically...im becoming more in tune with poetry at the moment.

something i havent really done in yrs...

i can only imagine how your poetry sounds now...=]

-peyton.<3

I love fish, especially large fish.  I used to have an oscar named Ceasar.  

In the case of people, I named my son Ryan, meaning "little king" in Gaelic.  He has turned into quite the little tyrant ruler around our house. The name he recieved in utero was dead on.

ahh coffee houses...i think you've mentioned before on here.lol. cuz i remember talking to you about starbucks & u said theres a coffee shop thats a bizillon time better.lol i coulda sworn it was you. haha. anyway, that sounds like an awesome idea.

i hope the anxiety goes away...just keep thinkin bout that coffee house :))

-peyton.<3

Why don't you have like a coffee house/library. Definately gives me the shivers. A nice hot cup of Green tea with a really good book. Take care.

Jovonnah Rabbit

oh happy birthday!

know it was yesterday,..but im glad it was a good day for you!

-peyton.<3

What did you do? Glad it was awesome!

you were born to write hun :)

-peyton.<3

Very interesting. If you like you can check this website:

www.storyofstuff.com

Its a bit biased but makes a few good points. Check it out. The vids are cool. :)

Good day!

you are so proper in your entrys i swear. lol. you sound like a writer. one of those very perplexed ones. lol. its like you have a way of writing about things...you should write a book. i can just see that :)

-peyton.<3

oh wow. thats crazy. raining so bad it floods. i mean, dang. i wish y'all could give us some of y'alls rain. we need some bad for our lake. it looks like crap. just the other day me & my friends were talking about that. in our town it rains, but the thing is, its always so hot and rain is so rare. they had to take out the water completely so they could "fix it" but its been drained out for a little over a yr now. and it looks bad. grass as grown long..and you just see the ducks and gesse woodling around the grass...its sad. lol.

-Peyton.<3

aw there is no place like home.

-Peyton.<3

* Weird people are soo  friggin awesome. i mean honestly. do you kno one normal person that is as fun as a weird one? lol I'd love to be part of the weird club! ^_^  oooh ooh! i'll bring the wood!

being wierd is good,  at least we're unique then

Amber.  You know like "oh my gawd my name is amber" amber or at least that is what image I conjour with the name amber. 

money cant buy u happiness.

Thanx for the comment :)  work were unsually cool with me taking a day off :S

I'm on the fence about the death penalty. Sometimes I think that it's for the best and sometimes I think- what right does anyone have to take somebodys life?

It's kind of hypocritical. We're gonna kill you cuz you killed somebody.

But then think about this...how many more murderers do we want in prison? They clog the system and sometimes they are release cuz there just isn't room for everyone. And look at all the appeals. People stay on death row for years and years.

It's a crazy system with crazy people. I'm glad that I don't run things!

I've thought the same thing. Quality can be either good or bad. So which one is it...just because a company uses the word 'quality' in their adds doesn't necessarily mean that their product or products are good.

It doesn't make sense to me either.

those places contain the best kind of books! lol i recently saw a book in Starbucks called "Beautiful Boy" i wanted to get it and read it so bad but i did not exactly have the kind of cash on me. haha. but really. i love reading too, so i could stay hrs in a coffee shop/book store. my mom and sis hate it. they like reading but i dont think as much as i do. haha.

nice entry. i like how u had the font typed on..how did u do that?

.peyton.<3

Next---PUBLISH

WOW! That is neat.  Especially the comment about your essay. 

More innovative ways to engage a reader, huh? interesting. 

I wish we had overcast days here mort often,  they always seem to make everything,  cooler lol  Movies are good,  but i dont really watch them by myself alot

maybe a CAD job,  or maybe even sumthing with video games.  Something to do with cars,  idk  the list is endless

Back at you and round the block again

Friendship is just another twist and spin

Hello and how do you do

Is another way to say, "Howdy to you."

who would honestly dress up as a leprecauhn? >.<!
My word? I'd think it would be Deep.
Not sure why, it just sounds right. :D

-Janet

hmm..?

*giggles about thesaurs in barnes&noble*

peyton.<3

eeek! That would be so bad.  I could imagine jumping off the bluff and having those ties come undone before I hit water.  

Although, I am getting used to not having any modesty, my son tries to pull my shirt up or down in public to nurse.  The other day I was sitting, talking to my husband's boss and holding my son.  I noticed his boss had a strange look on his face and was avoiding my eye...Turns out my son had pulled my shirt down and I was flashing the whole shop.  Don't ya just love babies!

[thatpotsmokinghippy]

You are 17!?! I would of guessed older for some reason!

Congratulation on graduating!  I so wish I was still in high school.  Nothing will ever be as simple as school days.  Trust me.

Regina spektor roKSS!!!!!!  lol. and totally dye your hair pink!!! woooo!! =)  I just dyed my hair black and i LOVE it, Im hoping to put red highlights in soon. .... =)

[runnerbelle]

A list of all time would be so impossible.  Half of the time I do not realize I have read a book until I get about halfway thru it.

Walmart is the only store in my town.  Walmart and 7-Eleven.

I hate Wal-mart and their cheap mass produced crap. I live really close to the home walmart in AR.  The Waltons are big time here, lol. They do give a lot to charity.  But what is 2 million when you make 160 billion?

Let us put my ego aside for a minute. Rate my dairy from 0 to 10 with 10 being the highest and only rate it when you have read more than a 100 of the entries. If you hit me with a figure below 5 I'd quit for sure.

Elaborate.

Nothing but poor spelling etc is what makes up my diary. Ha. I need to justify why to continue and your advice was not good.

Men in Black Dresses, Its about Asian and Middle Eastern Wisdom

Lean Mean Thirteen by Janet Evanovich

I miss making out.  It has been years, since I was single I guess.  Married life sucks, lol

half joking

Sometimes I feel like a little kid poking the hornest's nest.

Lol Its funny (and sad) to see someone get so worked up.

I've never heard that song...but I love it now.  It's amazing. 

You can't force yourself to believe in God.  That won't do you any good at all.

You're cute.  What color are you dying your hair?

Those silly quizzes amuse me.  I always get sucked in no matter how rediculous they may be XD

Thanks for the comment!  It's pretty cool to find another Vonnegut fan.  Other than my sister and maybe an English teacher or two, I don't know anyone who even knows who he is (and those that do think his books are way to confusing to read).

well.. the three delusions in Buddhism are

1. Desire

2. Ignorance

3. Anger or hatred

desire causing suffering, that doesn't necessarily mean you can be released from it, but you can handle the attachment desire brings differently.  so I think we are more or less on the same page, lol.

~zen~

Awwu I love you!  And hummus too!  It's soooo freaking delicious.  So you work two jobs?  I've always thought that working in a coffee shop would be fun.  When I moved to Oregon, my dream was that I would get a job in a little coffee house during the winter.  I got a job at a smoothie/health food store instead, but that was just as good, because I got to drink wheat grass all the time.  :)  What is biscottis? 

That's great you're over candyman.  That's quite a creepy name for a guy anyway, LOL.  ;) 

I don't really like casual dating either, unless I slip on one of my other personas, which I do quite often, sometimes unintentionally, but not usually.  I guess it's a defense mechanism.

Anyway, I am going to start thinking about what motivates me to say the things I say... I'll have a lengthy analysis entry soon.  :D 

[Zen2theEnd]

Im a Christian and I remember being reincarnated. I believe in the bible when it says you must be born again, I believe in it literally. I believe you really get "born again". as in reincarnated. I think you cant lump all people in the same basket. Im a Christian, but Im not religious, Im faithful. I believe in the bible.....Buddhists believe in a way a life, some Buddhists have claimed that Buddha was Jesus, I dunno about that, but I know I have a friend who is a practicing Buddhist Christian. She meditates, and prays to God. She seeks inner peace and loves her neighbor. Its not really hard to mesh the two together. She also believes she is saved. Alot of Christians are "religious" They believe religiously what traditions have been passed on year after year without wondering where they come from. I have faith in His word and love Him for His Sons sacrifice. I see things in the Bible that to me are obvious, but to others I suppose are not. Who knows how people come to their own decisions. It's good we are free to do so.

Take care. Love, Alice

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